I'm so fucking bored
--MistressAli 

I'm so fucking bored
	Standing here
Climbing here - this ladder of monotony
It's getting me nowhere.
Except sore feet and bleary dim eyes
And this fucking boredom
And hate, yes, hate for everything
All of you, all of me, all that pathetic 
Cowardly mass of me
	The hate and the hostility
And your blatant deadpan stares as you stand
Like a pillar of ignorance in my way.

So I took a stroll, you see, a nice long break
But I still can't evade them, or me, or *this*,
It's all still there.

So run me over, I'll stand still like a good little deer,
But with no terror in my spaceless eyes, I'll stand here
Good and quiet for you to kill.
	Smash my brains useless on the pavement
Tread my heart to bloody paste
It's already nothing anyway.
You won't be doing me any harm.

But it won't happen. I will sit and stare like a corpse
Out the windows, onto the faces, place my hate there, 
Hate all of you, and me, and life, and death for not greeting me,
I will cry dry tears and then
I'll come back in, dragging like a zombie, going about my listless way
And nothing has changed, none of it.
I'm still so fucking bored.