Title: Journal Entry #215, February 19, 1939
Quote from 'Skin'
by Adema.
No profit made. Nothing owned.
You make me hate
I see you and scream
I used to be free
now I'm chained to my soul
the blood stained hands I use to threaten you
dream now only of choking you
in attempt to stop the words
that flow from your foul lips
I feel undressed
just short of ugliness
I see you and want to kill you
for making me want to die
bound with my earthly deeds
a cell in hell waits for me
relieve me of your conscience
I can't dream anymore
such a beautiful face in the mirror
with eyes the nightmares of children covet
eyes that dream while awake
ghosts of the past drain my spirit
what more do you want
I'll never be free of who you are
I keep letting you win
die already
maybe I'll see my beautiful self again
and forget you ever saw me
days will come that make no sense.
my present situation makes me think too much.
it all revolves around you.
Thanks for your time, Anna MacAlister