"Sometimes"

I hate the things we do.
What drives me to insanity,
brings me back to you.
The look in your eyes,
I love and despise
and once more I fall.

Agent 22 code red
code blue, lost the dot
matrix alert
through the void
head rubbed in dirt

Agent 44 doing this
again once more
reminding me of who I am
not human, not a man
half and part of the whole

You look at me eyes pierce
the bitter soul, I want you
tasting you having you for my own
possessing you breaking you
that's my goal

I cannot bear it, you're driving me
insane, I have to have you now
Don't look at me, it's you who
I blame!
So, break me,
take me, make me a believer
make me something I will never be
rewind in time my mortality

Agent 666
the devil's out of this bi*ch
now it's spilling on the floor
that substance of red
which makes me a shell once more.

- C. Pinkney